It’s a hot ass summer afternoon as I kick back and type this blog entry. I’m still in the carribean working on some real hot shit thats about to jump off soon. This new project has got me pumped, and members of NDNgirls.com will get free access to the new website. I’m starting to get back into the habit of blogging, updating my sites, and doing more video shoots. It’s days like this I contemplate the questions “how did I end up here” and “whats next” with a gigantic grin on my face. I mean think about it, I’m a square motherfucker, “L-7″… about as big of a fuckin computer nerd as one can possibly be. Yet in my short life so far I’ve managed fuck lord knows how many models, amateurs, pornstars, whores, and everything in between. I have no game, don’t drive a nice car (I don’t even have a car at the moment but thats another story), don’t buy GQ clothes, though I did spend $3 on a tshirt this week… no jewelry, etc… just a vision of what I want in life and a persistent drive to get it and make things happen, naysayers be damned. If you’re new to this site check out some of the archives and learn a little more about my quest from zero to hero. I’ve had armies of haters, news reporters, Feds, snitches, bitches, and pretty much every law enforcement agency in north america crawling up my ass ever since I loaded the first blank tape into my camera and pressed the little red REC button. You could argue my amateur movies are different, not your typical porn… for the filterless truths that you get caught on film. The tell-all interviews where girls literally spill their guts to me because I have an attentive ear, a big camera, or both. Its some real shit my nigga. And some people can’t deal with that. When I started out I had visions of grandeur about just making some “fucking movies” like everyone else and getting rich in the process… I then later realized that for the simple reason that I was born black, the same hollywood formula did not apply to me. Nobody took my movies seriously. The girls were all labeled as “crackhead bitches” even though my flagship girl Ruby is a fucking marine biologist. It took me not long to accept the fact that I would not be in the mainstream. And that was fine with me, I wanted no part in the hoopla.
So what we have here is NDNgirls.com, probably the most politically and ethnically charged adult websites on the planet. Most people go to porn sites to “fap” and jack off on the free video trailers that are like 45 seconds long each. I put a half dozen of these on my my page too just to tease you fuckers. (Hint: join the fucking website the movies are bigger and better inside) but the key difference is most of my site visitors hit up NDNgirls to bitch and complain about racial/ethnic/political shit related to native american “first nations” people as they call themselves. And thats just fucking weird to me. Its like me logging on to a black girl website, digging around for the contact page, and writing seething threating letters to the webmaster because you don’t like seeing a girl that has skin that looks like yours getting fucked. Or sucking a black guys dick… like mine. What the fucking fuck… I’ve said it from day one “it’s just a fucking movie” and I mean that when I say it everytime. But you can’t tell people shit, and niggas don’t believe fat meat is greasy.
So I quit asking the question “why”. Because no answer makes any logical sense to me. I’m just going to make some more fucking movies, in my unique interview/documentary/bend-her-ass-over-the-sofa style and launch more scenes, more websites, and more DVDs because the details are unimportant to me. The critics are unimportant to me, the only thing that matters is my satisfaction and the customers satisfaction. Beyond that I really don’t give a flying fuck off a rolling donut.
These silly porn movies have cost me my family, custody of my kids, death threats, indictments, and a whole slew of other fucking problems that I won’t get into but I am a stubborn motherfucker that believes in following what I believe in at all costs. A hard head does make a soft ass so I guess my ass is soft, but at the end of the day I am happy with the decisions I’ve made in life and the end-product that I produce. Not so much because I’m a porn loving fanatic, but simply because I strongly believe in everything I create. I’m worse than Steve Jobs and Apple… so kick back and relax and enjoy the upcoming website updates, along with my new project slated to launch soon. Here’s a little preview of whats to come, and like always my motto is it’s better to regret what you have done than what you haven’t…
peaceout - Shimmy
I google myself from time to time (haha!) and occasionally good my own websites to where they are ranking in the search engine listings for various terms. Today’s search turned up something rather interesting… there are a lot of motherfuckers out there trying to get the dirt on Raina from NDNgirls. Why I don’t fucking know, I mean she’s a cute spunky little native american porn girl but is just another regular model chick to me. But just have a looksee for yourself and see what some of these niggas are doing… and they must have been doing it for a while in order for google to crawl and archive the shit. See what I’m saying… screetshot from google below:
Check out NDNgirls.com and see for yourself what all the hype is about. And you guys are fucking crazy if you think I’m ever going to disclose the real names of my girls. I give two shits about my own name you guys can google me all day and night, I’m just a fucking computer nerd nigga with a few good cameras… but the girls government names are private so deal with it. – Shimmy
